Hehe, sorry for my absence past these days. There are a lot of tasks piling up on my dms but, I just got the most wonderful thing I ever wished.

So, Few days ago, I happen to go to a noodle shop for lunch and become a custom. There was this wonderful staff who always brings the order around, and one day, I came after lunch rush, so the place doesn't have much people around. I ordered a menu, and this beautiful server delivered my order. Long story short, I asked the server to hang out together, girl to girl, like, walking out, watch movies, etc outside of our work hours.

Up to my surprise, our topic of chatting leans towards SM lifestyle, as we talked about those random questioner and I mentioned about bdsm. -org. And from there, I realized that she wanted to become a dom for so long, but she's unable to, because everyone around her is...well, far from the lifestyle.

And so....I offered myself.

She was surprised, but then I showed her this Reddit account of mine to save a lot of explanation. Smiles turn to smirk, she laughed, she grins, I can see her eyes widen in excitement, etc etc, and then, in a cafe, she asked me, if she do something right there and right at that moment, how would I react?. I was confused but also excited, so I replied with, "I don't know, but I think I want to see what would you do first".

So, she suddenly take my glass of iced tea, and she spits on it.. twice.. I can see her saliva, floating at the tip, then she handed me my glass. as response, I blushed, took the glass, and drink it. Just until I can swallow her spits on the surface. And then she praised me!, she said "good girl". And as the food arrives, she handed me a spoonful of minced chilli (we called it sambal, yea Google it, its Indonesian food), and yea.. spits on it again.

She asked, "What will you do if I do this?", I feel like it's a test... so, I know it's going to burn my mouth.. a spoonful of chilli.. but I leaned to her side and opened my mouth. She laughed, but then fed me the spoonful of lava. My mouth burns instantly.. I tried to reach my glass to drink, but she took it away. She told me to keep the chilli inside my mouth for while.. like maybe 30 seconds, before allowing me to swallow it. She watched me struggling with the heat.. Im getting all sweaty and after a few minutes, she finally let me have my drink.. again... with her spit ...

and that is how I become her pet!

I saved her contact as Mistress, and she saved my contact as My adorable puppy, Bella.

And from here now on, the pile of tasks I had will be done together with her, with our own timing!!

hehehe..

oh yeah not to forget.... She forbid me to touch myself, and she will manage my orgasm. She told me to end my 4 years denial this week, because she wanted her pet to cum, but in her own way, so.. yes I will still be denied, but my orgasm and pleasure will be strictly managed by Mistress.

After my mistake of stuffing my useless pussy I realized how awful I felt. I was chasing an orgasm that I didn’t actually need or want. I learned two things that I’ll never forget.

1. I will never cum again and I’m better this way.

2. My pussy doesn’t belong to me it’s only there for decoration and to be used as men see fit.

I want my denial to be as hard as possible. Comment telling me how good it would feel to cum. Comment making it seem to incredibly tempting and easy to cum. Give me reasons to want to say 'fuck it' and just cum. Tell me you WANT me to cum. No matter what you say, I will not actually cum, but I want you to make it as tempting as possible.

I think it is a fun brain game to play...

For some reason my slutty little girl brain (and clit) is trying to convince me that I need a ruin after 17 days of no cumming but lots of edging and clit stimulation. Is it technically ruining (pun intended) my no cum streak if I do?

Daddy would not be happy with me I cheated but I can’t help but beg when I’m not in my belt. What do you think u should do? I’m desperate and way too leaky for my own good.

So, in this subreddit, we are of course used to seeing the posts from subs asking for encouragement or instruction to help keep them accountable and make sure they don't cum. My idea is for subs to do the opposite. Imagine this:

"I don't want to cum. Give me reasons to want to.

I want my denial to be as hard as possible. Comment telling me how good it would feel to cum. Comment making it seem to incredibly tempting and easy to cum. Give me reasons to want to say 'fuck it' and just cum. Tell me you WANT me to cum. No matter what you say, I will not actually cum, but I want you to make it as tempting as possible."

Just an idea. I think it could be a fun brain game to play. What do you think? Or, if you like it enough, feel free to either make this post yourself or mention in the comments that you want this so people can reply to you.

Why is that when I only join locktober? It's because I made a rule that I can only cum during my ovulation day (which is yesterday for this month btw).

And so I didn't touched the whole day yesterday cuz I was afraid I won't be able to stop myself. Feeling myself leaking but not being able to touch was frustratingly hot.

Now, I just realized I won't be able to cum until my next ovulation which is in November 27. I don't know if I will be able to survive that long. I will definitely edge with that thought though.

Also, today I tried listening to 2 hypnosis from a kind stranger, that will put me in a trance and locked my orgasm. I just find it hot but I don't know if it'll work. I'll listen to it everyday and we'll see.

I had been denied 230 days as the clock had just passed midnight.
I`ve been on no touch for all of October, and because of work and family we hadn`t been able to play for more than a week.
We were about to end our playdate, as He had gotten all the orgasms He`d wanted. But He felt generous and wanted to edge me with His tongue.
This has never been a problem the 229 previous days. And He started really slow. It felt really really good, but I was in no way near the edge when He added just a little more pressure and went a tiny bit closer to my clit. I felt myself go from 40 to 99 in milliseconds. I started saying no, and move my hips away from Him, but it was to late..

As for RO`s, this one was not the most pleasurable I`ve ever had. But I have had one once who was 100% void of any pleasure (not with my Owner) so I know it could have been less.

After the pulsations stopped I felt the relaxing calm only orgasms gives you. And I imagen that my system is fooded with all those happy hormones that orgasms releases.

I fell asleep and now 10 hours later those hormones are leaving my bloodflow, and all I feel now are failure, loss and sadness.

My Owner was very kind, warm and understanding during this, even though we had agreed that any accidents would be my fault, and should be punished.
I kind of feel as if the RO, and this feeling after should be punishment enough. We`ll see, what happens next.

My counter is restarted. Today is day 0.
I just needed a place to went, sorry for dumping this on all of you.

I caught myself fingering my hole and watching porn in the bathroom today instead of studying while on campus. I took a trip to Walmart and bought some tape. I thought a little punishment would do me good. But I just kept getting hornier and hornier. The tape is off now, my clit is so swollen and I just want to go sit in my car and goon before work.

Ugh also I accidentally posted this one my account and not this subreddit earlier

I was trying to define an edge, ruin, and orgasm for myself and this is what I came up with. Imagine a ball rolling from the left to the right. The blue is an edge: the orgasm starts to build (the hill) but not enough to get over the hill. When I stop touching the ball rolls backwards and the orgasm stops. With a ruin, I’ve touched for long enough that the ball makes it over the hump, but there’s no pleasurable release, it just falls into a pit of despair (red ball). With an orgasm (yellow) you make it over the hump, over the pit of despair and into a bucket of pleasure. But you’re also kinda stuck there and can’t get back to your pre-pleasure self. I find with each edge the speed of the ball increases, increasing my chances of accidentally ruining.

Would love to hear what it feels like to you! I started thinking about this because I started to notice some release from my edging and not feeling as horny after and I was worried I was accidentally cumming. How do you tell them apart?

prepping my body for NNN (or maybe just pregaming hehe) so I’m trying to go for a week denied while edging every day. towards the end of October I’m gonna be at a couple kink parties hopefully getting my brains fucked out so that’ll be my last hurrah before November hits :3

fuck it’s only been a day and my dumb cunt wants to cum so bad. I’m typing with one hand it’s so fucking hard to focus and control. I want to be evil and just let myself cum but it feels so fucking good already being deranged. someone suggested listening to audios of superior women orgasming and my clit is so fucjing hard while I rub to it it’s torture

I was trying to think of my ultimate denial fantasy, and thought it might be worth sharing to inspire more denial.

You will find yourself in a hotel room, alone. I’ve taken your phone. The room phone is somehow missing.

You’ll find a collar on the vanity, along with instructions.

“Put out the DND sign. Next, remove all your clothes but for this collar. From that point on, you will crawl on your hands and knees until I say otherwise.”

You continue reading, and come to understand what I’m really asking of you: to crawl to the bed, and edge yourself until I tell you to stop.

You crawl to the bed, feeling the rough pile of the hotel carpet against your palms and knees.

You notice the TV is on, playing only porn. There’s no remote, and no way to change the content, or even turn it off.

You crawl up on to the cold duvet, and see what I’ve laid out: two battery powered vibrators, and an anal plug.

It’s a hotel room, so it’s cold and dry. Your nipples are so hard that merely brushing them with your finger tips makes your cunt throb.

You start touching yourself, building up to edge after edge. You have no idea how long it’s going to be before I come up, but you’re a good girl, right?

Minutes turn into hours with you like this, legs spread, pathetic, needy pussy clenching as you pull yourself back from the edge over and over.

While you’re doing this, want to know what I’m doing? I’m going about my day. Maybe I get a coffee, catch up with a friend across town, return a family member’s email. All the while, you’re fighting for your life in that little room, ass clenched around a metal plug, pussy tying itself in knots.

Your vibrator shuts off, and you realize why I specifically chose battery-powered vibrators for you. It was a purely sadistic choice: they don’t last long and need to be recharged. Only, there’s no charger. You have one extra: better use it sparingly, maybe just when your wrist starts to ache, and then burn from rubbing your clit. Maybe then you switch it on.

And eventually, through your haze of arousal, you hear the lock click. The door opens. I enter. You have no idea how long it’s been, but you don’t have time to ask because I’ve ordered you on to your knees. My cock goes into your mouth, down your throat, and I fuck your face the way you wish I was fucking your denied pussy. It’s very rough and you struggle to keep up, but you’re also relieved for a break from edging. That is, until I cum right down your throat, directly into your stomach, zip my pants back up, order you back on to the bed, and walk straight back out.

You’re right back where you started, edging over and over, no idea when I’ll be back.

When I next return, I’m not alone. I’ve brought another woman. Neither of us acknowledge you, as I undress her, and lay her down on the bed next to you.

I kiss her lips, her neck, and gently tug on her nipples, before making my way down, my fingers spreading her pussy lips open. You look into her eyes, and she into yours. You can just tell she’s undenied. She gets the privilege of cumming, though you can’t understand what makes you different from her.

I instruct you to stop edging, which seems like a momentary relief, before the nightmare unfolds. I tell you, “Eat her pussy.” I am watching you, on your hands and knees, exposed pussy throbbing, as you bury your face in another woman’s slit, until you make her cum.

I order you off the bed, on to the ground, where you resume touching yourself as I mount this new pussy, and nail her to the bed. You watch my cock pounding in and out of another woman’s pussy. Haven’t you earned at least that? Why don’t you deserve to cum too?

And so we spend the day this way: you locked in the hotel room, edging continuously, while I, on a whim, come up and use your body, only to leave as abruptly and wordlessly as I arrived.

You can tell it is late, though you can’t remember when you even arrived, or what time it is now. Everything in your life has narrowed down to one thing: keeping your little pussy right on the edge of orgasm, waiting for me.

Hi everyone, I am a straight woman that participated in self denial for many years.

I love cumming to men. Especially muscular man, and sometimes to gay porn. Lately my porn and denial addiction has become worse. I love watching porn without touching my clit, and feeling it becoming achy and twitchy. Ignoring it is making me feel excited, and often I just let myself drip and drool over myself with horniess, knowing I'm not having an orgasm today... but many times I go insane over the pain and arousal and I end up cumming and feeling sorry with myself.

I'd like to introduce a new twist to my masturbation sessions - I'd like to train my brain to become bi, by solely masturbate to women. I want to develop an insane lust for women. I want to be so crazed horny that I'd end up eating up the screen if an open pussy shows on it in a video.

I feel bored of men. I love cocks and honestly I haven't had one for a while which makes me kinda frustrated, and I want to push my brain's elasticity to pop a small boner when I see a random picture of a woman's erected nipples I kinda want to commit and make it into a forced addiction.

Like giving myself 5-10 minutes at the start only to touch myself to women, and gradually get myself to cum every time to longer lesbian porn videos and porn directed at male audience, and eventually, just random captions with hot naked girls as a triggering measure.

Currently, these are boring to me, but I assume that if I don't cum for a long time, my brain gradually comes to terms with: Yup, this is sexy, from now on, that's how you cum. No hot men for you.

I want to feel frustrated and stupid. I want to have the same feeling of achiness in my clit when I'd see a pretty girl rubbing her clit on the screen.

Has anyone tried this before? Is there any content for people like me? Thanks :)

I need helpppp I want to be a good edge slut when it comes to my clitty but I never get past a day or two of edging before I tank and cum all over the place….
and then a few more times after that for good measure. I’m obsessed with my clit so much that I wear thongs backwards so it smashes my clit against me all day under my clothes, that I want to hump everything in sight, and I’ll spend an hour or two humping my towel after my shower because the rough fabric against my sensitive numb will have me shaking at the end, I let my fat pussy lips hold my rose toy against me while I need my nipples and moan, and so much more things I do out of being horny for my clit. What I really need is edging/denial tips, and more ideas to play with my clit, yeah makeup brushes are amazing but I need moreeeee!! I want to be panting and moaning with each and every edge! I’m just a slutty 19 year old plus size slave to her clit after all but please no body degrading, my dms are open [ no misogyny ]

Just very briefly. I've been allowed maybe two or three orgasms a month (all in the same day) for quite a long time. It's not been that long into locktober. I know I was allowed to cum in September. But I can't remember how that felt. That's....deeply hot. And I just....fuck...hahah. that makes me want to touch and get right there.

Comments that either tell me it's good, or that convince me denial is good for me are welcome too

She looked confused, but I expected that. She always gets nervous when she thinks she's doing something the wrong way, but I didn't mean to make her nervous. I smiled after I said it to try and calm her. "You've done nothing wrong baby girl, promise. Your begs are always so beautiful, they're such a turn on. But there is one specific way you will need to start doing some of your begs. Come here, sit in my lap, lets talk about it."

She shuffled over, unsure of what was happening. "You're sure I've done nothing wrong? I just can't help it, when you get me close like that, my pussy gets sooo desperate, the begs just escape my lips..." she sits down, and without even being asked places her legs to be spread around mine as she sits on my lap. I don't even think it's a conscious effort, she just knows I like when she's available to me.

I smile bigger and nod, my hands trialing along her sides and hips very slowly. She was dressed for me all cute, her t-shirt a little loose but still showed her figure, her skirt hiding that underneath was a wet pair of panties. It was always like that now, 3 weeks of no cumming does that to any girl. "I promised, didn't I? So no more thoughts about it, you've done nothing wrong. If you continue to think you did, I'll have to make your brain give up all thoughts before I even explain what I'm trying to teach you, silly girl." I watch her shudder at the words; she had been edged HARD the night before, and had barely recovered this morning for the last couple hours. She also knew she had to go see her friends tonight, and wasn't sure she'd be able to handle being THAT pent up for a night out.

"Then what do you mean? I promise that my begs aren't me trying to disobey, just tell me and I'll correct it." Her eyes brighten as she realizes this isn't a correction for wrong doing but rather for improvement. Her denial has truly changed her mindset about always trying her best to be as amazing as she can for me.

I nod, and one hand moves up to massage her scalp and play with her hair, the other resting on her thigh. I watch her relax more as I do. "I already love your begs as it is. I think its incredible that you get sooo worked up for me. But, I think its time that you understand how when you beg for an orgasm, it's trying to take away that pleasure from me. And as you know, your pleasure is always mine. I own it. So, there will be times that you need to beg not to have your orgasm, but instead beg for the proper use of your orgasm. What way do you think that is?" I pause for a moment, my hand on her thigh tightening just a tiny bit to make sure she pays attention.

She doesn't answer right away. She wants to get it right the first time so so bad. "I...I'm not sure? Don't you already get all that pleasure from saying no? Is it not the act of denial that makes you happy?" She looks nervous again, but this time her hips move a little bit forward and back, like she's trying to think more about what could be done to her and her body is reacting to it.

"Oh very much so baby girl! Telling you no, controlling every inch of you, it's so so amazing. But, the other side of this is why you enjoy it. And as you've told me before, you LOVE how it makes you feel dedicated to my pleasure. How you feel so fulfilled knowing you're being enjoyed so thoroughly. Yet, at the very end, before being told no, you beg to cum...even though you know I don't want you to. And I understand why. A silly girl can't help it when her body is just soooo desperate. I even don't mind that you ask. Most of the time. But, there's a very specific time that you need to reconsider those types of begs. Think hard of when you might need to think about your dedication to me." I start running my hand along her thigh, kissing her neck soft after I finish. She's just too adorable, I can't help but need to enjoy her a little bit while she sits here with me.

She thinks again, and I let her do so for a minute or two. Her silence is truly a testament to trying to get it right, but even I know its not fair. Its a question on the test she didn't study for. But I am a fair teacher, I chuckle to myself.

"I...I think I understand. Its because last night, when you finally...finally..." she always gets shy with the dirty words if she's not in the throws of being edged, "finally pushed in your cock into me, I didn't say thank you. How you taught me. To always appreciate serving you, serving my purpose. I kept begging to cum on it instead." She looks down, and its a mix of shame but also surprise at her own behavior. She was always so insightful once given the chance to think about it.

I lead my hand up her skirt and tease along her leg and hip where they join, smiling proudly. "VERY good baby girl, I knew you would understand. After all, if you're mine to truly take what I need, why would you be begging for YOUR orgasm for yourself? At that moment, don't you exist for me?" I run my finger along her panties, the damp spot pressed against and I feel her getting just a little more messy as I do.

She gasps and nods, but protests a little, "But, I can't help it!! I had been edged TEN TIMES. You felt too good!! And then you took your time, went SO slow, it made me go crazy!!" She bucks her hips into my fingers just a little, trying to be subtle so she doesn't get in trouble for stealing touches. I let it go for now.

I shake my head a little, "Did I ask for an excuse, baby girl? You know the rules. It's never SO bad that you give up your manners. And I would argue that it is bad manners to ignore my pleasure and beg for yours so profusely. But don't worry. I have a solution. And I can show it to you. Hop down. Skirt and panties off. Now."

She blushes, but she doesn't disobey. She knows she's riding a thin line of learning something new, but also being corrected. She doesn't want to seem unappreciative for the lesson. She hurriedly does as told, and then stands there. She smiles a little because she knows how damn gorgeous I find her, and the hungry look in my eyes when she is in front of me like this. She makes a show of bending over to pick up the discarded clothes and put them away neatly before coming back.

"Such a good girl for me. Now, you look like you're already a little wet, but lets make extra sure. Climb onto the bed. Let me use my tongue a little bit." You would have thought I had told her she won the lottery. I blinked and there she was, beaming with joy. I get between her legs and kiss along her inner thighs, reaching her pretty pussy but ignoring it for now. Kissing along her hips, her tummy, adoring her entire figure. She knew I wanted every inch. She was to be reminded.

She squirmed under me, being patient but her pussy gushed with excitement. I took my time, my tongue enjoying every drop. She moaned like a toy in heat when I reached her clit. She bucked into my face. I grabbed her hips and pinned them down. Reminder her that she is to stay still unless told otherwise. She whined, but obeyed. She would always obey, even if she hated it.

A few minutes in, not quite even an edge, I stop, much to her chagrin. However, her tune quickly changes as I undo my belt and line up with her freshly prepared pussy. I rub it up and down without going in. "Is it still just soooo needy from last night? You have been trying to ignore it all morning because you wanted to be 'normal' tonight, but the moment you think you'll get cock that goes out the window, doesn't it." She nods and whines again. "Do not beg. Not until told. Just let yourself be enjoyed." She nods, wordlessly humping up at the thing she needs.

I slowly, slowly enter. I make sure she feels every centimeter. I let her squeeze on it. I lay to be on her as I slowly push in and out. Holding her close. Kissing her neck and chest as she squirms under me. I can tell she wants more. Faster. Harder. But she's not getting it yet. But I say something that surprises her more. "Reach down. You may rub your clit for me."

She yelps almost in shock, but before I can take it away shoots her hand down there. She moans loud, like the ache was being dealt with for the first time in weeks. Normally she's hands off so I can do it or so I can use a toy, but when she does it she can be as fast or slow as she wants. She feels that edge coming fast as she abused her clit. I kiss her lips and can feel and hear how she got there so fast today. I smile against her lips because of how proud I am that she stopped at the edge without even being told, that she learned that so dutifully.

She looks up with hers, pleading, begging for more. But she doesnt say a word. She knows better. She focuses on squeezing my cock. Her legs wrapped around me. But no begging, no matter how fucking bad it gets.

I speed up when I know she's on edge. I didn't say I'd make this easy. Faster. Harder. Fuck she feels so good. God I love it. I lean down. "You keep this up baby girl and I'll be right at the edge with you soon." She smiles big. Giggles loud. Like she's drunk on it. God I love her giggles. I feel myself getting closer. I slow down a little so I don't get too excited.

"Time to beg baby girl. But this time, you'll beg properly. Beg to give me your orgasm. Beg to give that pleasure to me. For your orgasm to become mine. To add your pleasure to my own, even if it means getting none yourself. You do not cum. Your orgasms are meant for me. So beg for me to take it from you and add it to mine. Do it. Now."

She twitches under me. I feel her squeeze. HARD. Like her entire world was tilting and she realized her purpose in life again. It makes me groan. My noise snaps her out of it.

"Oh god. Please daddy. Please use my orgasm. Please take it away from me. I never want to cum again, I only want you to have it. My orgasms are for making you cum, please god don't make me cum, take it from me, don't let me have it!!!"

She feels my cock swell. No words needed. It worked. And then my cum, deep as it can go. Fuck it felt SO good. Her orgasm. It made me cum, her orgasm. She knew it. I knew it. We both were happier for it. She didn't need to cum because they existed for me, for me to physically enjoy.

I laid with her, panting. Pulling out. Snuggled up immediately. Not our most intense session, for sure. But a very important one. I pet her cheek. I smile. "Does my baby girl understand now? Why when you're helping me feel good you beg differently?" She nods. Her brain isn't fully mush. But she doesn't want to try too many words either. We bask in each other's pleasure. Happier to have taught and learned that lesson.

Begging is so so important, she thinks. Happier to know the proper way to do it. A lesson she won't forget any time soon.

I interrupt her thoughts. "That was the easy one baby girl. Next time, you'll do the same thing, after a very long edging session. You better be prepared." A whine. Her legs kicking a little from the frustration of just the thought. But she smiled for me. I know she'll be perfect.

I was trying to do my nightly yoga I’m only a few days into denial but all I could focus on was my throby clit tucked away in my panties now I’m in bed humping away the blankets like a needy bunny I need someone to tell me it a good idea to cockwarm fill up my needy bunny cunny while I hump 18f

Today was bad but now I'm in bed n my achey drippy squeezy cunnie is all i can think abt. Shes never had cummies before bc cummies arent for girls but its aching so much i cant think. Humping air like a dumb puppy, feeling so small n fragile n clingy n needyyy ughhh. I love not being able to think i want it to get worse 😵‍💫 i feel like i can feel the need in my whole body, everything feels so good (underwear, shirt against my chest) i wanna cry from how intense it feels but its so good oh my god. Empty squishy cunnie wont stop gushing n leaking whenever i think abt not being empty anymore. Wanna get filled up more than i want cummies 🥺 it feels so crazy to need something so bad but i need it so bad i cant hold my hips still please please please it hurts n i dont wanna think anymore ♡

I touched my nipples for about 30 seconds today without permission and it was so so amazing it gave me so much pleasure i shaled and squirmed i want to touch my wholr body since so so much. My nipples are big red ercted and pufed and they are hurt they want atrention so so much.

I think by the time my Mistress wakes up i'll be cimplately brainless.

Yessteday she allowed my e to fuck my ass so so slowly without reaching an edge. I was able to do that for an hour.

After that i needed to listen my brainwasing audi and than watch porn. It made me so so horny my whole body tingled and shaked and i just eanted to touch again. Then se allowed me to fuck my ass again but i needed to listen to my brainwashing audio again. I wasn't able to last long and almost reached an edge as soon as i started. My Miszress told me to try playing with my ass only withy hands and continnue listening. I played and my ass felt so good just 1 finger inside without moving woud give me an anal orgasm.

Then i needed to stop a little early and go to sleep and i needed to listen my audio all ninght.

Today i woke up so so horny i felt like something wants to break outside of me through my whole body.

Then i letted out my belt and started my 30 minutes mor ing play with clit rubbing. That was good bot somehow not as good as yesterday bht still didnt menaged to edge bit i was allowed so i'm still edge denied.

And justbbefore lunch i did that 30 sec nipple touch without her permission and i am so so ashamed of myself and i am so so sorry.

And now i am just a shaking mess who just think about touvhing. And also afraid she will not let me have my second and last nipllegasm next week.

I really didnt wanted to be a bad kitty i am jidt too overhelmed. I neber been denied so so long and never played so less with my clit and with my nipples.

But i also never played this mich with my ass nd i learned how good my as feel.

So i am very gratefull for my Mistress to be here for me and guide me trough thus denial.

Without her i'm sure i woud only be a bad kitty who tries to do not cum but fails.

Thank you for reading my post.❤️

I’m allowing myself to cum today but I am aching and would love help keeping my edging going. DM me if you would like to chat and encourage me to tough it out until later. Open to certain types of degradation, particularly slut shaming. I’m trying to get back into edging after a break.

So liek I edge for lots of time and when I edge foe ots of time It so hard to edge for longer because like I jsut do a little bit if Rubbing for liek 2 minutes and then I'm close again :(((((((( I wanna feel liek so like desperate and needy and silly like because lf that IA have to stop and take a break but like I don't like jt :((((((

Obviously no cumming until Dec 1.

Every Day you manage to last without orgasm grants you points. So for example 1 day = 3 points.

The points are the exchanged for orgasms each month. So let's say a orgasm is 10 points.

So some examples. Let's say you last 12 days and cum on the 13th that would be 12x3=36

So then at 10 points per orgasm thast would be 36/10=3.6 then round it down to 3.

That would mean every month you are allowed 3 orgasms.

If I lasted 20 days it would be

20x3=60

60/10=6

6 per month.

6*11=66 orgasms for the entire year!

If you make it all the way it would be

30x3=90

90/10=9

9*11=99

The ultimate catch is that ifyoh make it all the way then you can choose to do the challenge next year. If you fail you have to repeat it.

The only question is should the numbers be different? And should you have to edge? Can you no touch?

I am considering doing this this year. Was hoping to get some input and see if there are others interested in doing it.

I want my denial to be as hard as possible. Comment telling me how good it would feel to cum. Comment making it seem to incredibly tempting and easy to cum. Give me reasons to want to say 'fuck it' and just cum. Tell me you WANT me to cum. No matter what you say, I will not actually cum, but I want you to make it as tempting as possible.

Just an idea. I think it is a fun brain game to play...