I am currently a 17(M) senior about to play my last season and the next basketball season is about to start and we have had a few open gyms and like previous years I'm not doing too well. this is my third year, (started as a sophmore) and before then never really played sports. I'm not unfit, I'm skinny (maybe 140lb, only like 5' 8" though) and reasonably quick but raw running speed doesn't translate to good dribbling or good defense. I suppose I should describe how I play:
In 1s I play the opposite of what you would expect, I suck at shooting and like to drive to the rim I can go both ways (weirdly in a righty but tend to go to and up with my left), most people describe my layup as a hookshot that's hard to block, but that's pretty much the end of the positives, I'm not the greatest dribbler, I can do crossovers (tweens, btb, spins, etc...) pretty easy on my own but doing them against a defender is a different problem, in one's I can work through this to some extent by playing really simple, just a few crosses/set up dribbles and then explode to the rim, I like to play like this bc my philosophy is that the less dribbles I take the less likely I'll mess up. However this doesn't address easily my biggest issue which is that I am very liable to just brick easy lays when a defender is on me, so overall im sub-par at 1s, and that's my STRONGEST aspect of my game, 2s-5s is abysmal.I
In 2s, 3s, 4s and full 5s I'm basically worthless, the ball goes to me and I immediately send it back to a teammate, I just can't get myself to execute anything, and when I try I just instantly fumble the dribble (while I can make a few dribble moves alone or in 1s this completely breaks down with more ppl) or brick an easy way because I sense the defenses presence.
As for my work ethic, I don't want to brag bc I objectively suck but I definitely practice more than anyone on my team, the past 3 years I have spent hours almost every day at the park, alone, practicing moves, shots (probably not as much as I should, but I like to prioritize lays first), I practiced all through summer/off season at the park. but I think I've reached the point were practicing alone just can't help me anymore, and their is really no one on my team whose close in skill (everyone is either to new or so comically better than me) who would also be willing to consistently practice with me. Maybe their is something in missing but at this point I've just accepted that I will never be useful in any serious full 5s game and just play to play and enjoy myself and hang out with my teammates (their fun to be with, even if I am bad) which is mostly fine but it's just that I really wanted to be good, not even great just good and I can't even achieve that.
If love to post a vid of me playing to give more info but all I have is a vid of me practicing alone in the park which I won't post bc A: how you play alone doesn't translate to your game skills, and B: I'm embarrassed, nevertheless if you really want it I'll post it (once I get my face blurred out of course) but for now you will just have to imagine how I play. (Its not to hard, just picture someone bad lol) also I hope this isn't perceived as a "should I quit post" since I know their not allowed, but I just want some advice I guess.